Story – Love and Friendship?


My sister was a lesbian and she had many lesbian friends. I became friends with 2 of her ex-best friends. But I became closer to one of them. I started to have feelings for…

Ever since I could rememeber I always remembered liking girls or looking at girls more. It wasnt until I was a freshman when things came together for me.

My sister was a lesbian and she had many lesbian friends. I became friends with 2 of her ex-best friends. But I became closer to one of them.  See these 2 best friends of mine were girlfriend and girlfriend. Lets just call them K and M… I started to have feelings for K but I didn’t realize what they were. I would get nervous around her. It wasnt until she told me that she liked me that I realized that I really liked her. I went to her house one night and she started feeling my leg and holding my hand.  Then I was trying to sleep she started to blow in my ear telling me not to go to sleep yet.  Then she kissed me. We kissed all night and it was great.

I told my best friend thinking she wouldnt tell anyone but she told like the whole school. It got back to K’s girlfriend M and M forbid me and K to be friends any longer. And K denied it for the sake of her and M’s relationship. Many people now look down on me for this. I still am not friends w/either M and K and it makes me so sad every day.

I still have not moved on and it has been 6 months since I messed around with my best friend and I still am in love with her even though she does not love me…….


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5 thoughts on “Story – Love and Friendship?

  • been there

    sux i no..been there. i was in love with my bestfriend for a year n she used me becuz of it..i no how u feel

  • Recca

    …all i can say is look for other friends! Of course you can’t just forget the feelings you have for K right this moment but just make your heart open to other people, maybe the right girl for you is just waiting for you to talk to her. Tomorrow will be a better day.

  • Meka

    Hi Jacki,
    Hang in there, keep your head up. People are forgiving, even if it doesn’t seem that way in the moment. When you move on, everyone or nearly everyone else will too; they will stop mirroiring back your distress.
    And next time… maybe it would be good to just stick to friendship. It’s good not to come between other people’s relationships even if you’re in love with one of them. These things have a way of coming back to haunt us at some point or another. And if you’re really, really in love and it’s just meant to be, rest assured it will work out. God just sometimes tests our resolve first.
    All the best!