I am in love with a friend !
I have had very strong feelings for a very close friend of mine for almost all of high school. I could honestly say that I am in love with him because not a day goes by that I don't think about him and want to be there for him. The problem is that he is also a guy and I'm pretty sure he is straight, but not completely. He sometimes flirts with me in different ways but I think he is just kidding. I have managed to hold back for years but it so happens that we will go on to college together and having him live with me will drive me crazy. I am scared of telling anyone that I like a boy especially my family. But I am even more scared of ruining my relationship with him. He said that he accepts gay people as they are but I don't now how he could react to me. this has caused a lot of pain for me and I don't know what to do.