I'm not gay, but I have feelings for a person of the same gender as me. I've been inserting those feelings in my draydreams, does anyone understand what I'm going through?
Hello! This is going to be a lot. Okay, so I am not gay. But I’ve been staring at someone in my class a lot. That same person I have feelings for. This person is of the same sex as me. (When I say feelings I mean like not sexual but like I want to be with them) (I don’t know if that will make sense sorry). On top of that, I am a maladaptive daydreamer. A maladaptive daydreamer is someone who creates their own universes in their head and such. I am a Maladaptive daydreamer and have been inserting them into those daydreams. It’s nothing sexual but just adding them into it. I really don’t like doing this. I haven’t told anyone this. I haven’t told anyone else. It’s like I want to be around them all the time. I don’t know why but I might categorize it as a crush. I want to have a wife and kids and have a traditional marriage. I’ve been in distress about this for the last couple of months. Please. It’s tearing me apart from my identity. I know who I am but this is starting to attack who I am and I don’t like it. Does anyone understand what I’m going through?
Maxim·e, intervention worker for AlterHéros
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