Can you turn gay later in life due to excessive masturbation before having sex for the first time?
Hey guys, have a really good evening and regards from the U.S.
I am 27 years old and I am a virgin, I have always liked women since I got memory, I have always been aroused by them and did some experimenting when I was younger with them. Also I have had girlfriends recently though I didnt lose my virginity. I did experience to with boys when I was a little kid.
My problem is this and it is driving me insane, I love women and enjoy the thoughts of being with them while masturbating, and I get aroused while looking at them, but, at certain moments of my life after excessive masturbating, I lose a bit the interest in females and feel slightly attracted to guys :S. When I was a little kid someone told me "excessive masturbation can turn you gay", "or masturbating before you lose your virginity is dangerous because you lack the gender to identify yourself as". So this has me a bit desperate because I love women, I enjoy women, so I freak out when my interest for them goes down and I start feeling a slight attraction for guys. It has happened before but it goes away after a while, by any means Im not joking or this is intended to be a pun, I really need help, because I have always loved women and the thoughts with them and losing them would severe one of the few things I enjoy in this dull life, I am also taking a drug called finasteride and the side effects worry me because they might be connected to lowering my sexual libido.
Side note, never been attracted to any kind of gay porn, cant watch it, to me it looks very unnatural and like not in place, its my personal opinion and I dont mean to consider it as a fact just as a personal view with all due respect.
Thank you so much in advance.