It is difficult to answer if your transsexual, transvestite or both because you are the only one who have the answer to this kind of question. However, I can tell you that this isn’t all the transsexual people that wan’t a sex change. There are several transsexual people who are born in a male body who live as women, as they identify themselves to this gender. Sex change doesn’t have importance in your gender identity; if you know you are a women born in a male body, so you are. Sex change is another step that some people want to take and others not; and it is okay like that. It is a choice. I just want you to know that you are not alone in this situation.
Look at this site, this is a kind of glossary and it mentions nonsurgical transsexuals —) http://www.transproud.com/trans_terms.html
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