this is the second time I write, and let me first say that the first response made me feel understood for the first time in my life. I have never been able to talk about my sexual feelings before that. Thank you from my heart. I had mentioned before that I am married but had a strong desire for a gay relationship with a particular person. I am now fully involved in that gay relationship and I am feeling what it feels like to really fall in love for the first time in my life. My question is am I wrong and should I feel the guilt that I feel for having these 2 simultaneous relationships? I can't come to terms of giving up either relationship, I am just not there yet. Thanks again for your wisdom and understanding in these matters.