Hi Its me again, im still worried about my sexuality, i must say other things i didnt say in my last question because i forgot, the porn, i watch porn at least 4 times a week and i masturbate everytime i do, i like heterosexual pornography, a while ago i found out that the thing that most turns me on in a porn is the penis, but it wouldnt turn me on so bad if there wasnt a women in it, i tried watching gay porn but i dont like it at all, i think its disgusting even though the penis turns me on, and when i watch lesbian porn i dont find it disgusting, but it doesnt turn me on that much.
When i masturbate with no porn, i start thinking of random gays having sex with my girlfriend and it turns me on really bad, but when i ejaculate i feel really bad because im a really jealous person and i get really angry of having those thoughts, if she ever has sex with someone while shes with me i would break up with her and get really depressed.
What should I do? I love her! I want this to go away!