Hi. I am an 18 year old in Britain, thinking about getting castrated. I am not a transgender, and am comfortable with my masculinity; this is an issue of sex drive. Forgive the pun, but mine's a bit nuts.
Put simply, I'm the odd position of finding masturbation / sex-for-pleasure pointless / ungratifying and even somewhat irritating, but have what I think is an unusually strong sex drive. I usually masturbate twice a day, and any attempts to 'stop' or 'resist' usually fail. Those that don't require near constant, conscious effort to achieve. Being stuck in this contradiction is driving me crazy.
I realize I'm probably an odd case here, but if there's any advice that can be given, it would be appreciated. I am aware of the long term effects of castration and find them positive, but I'd like to keep it hidden from my parents and am not sure where to go for the operation, or if I should. As I'm still 18, is it likely my sex drive is a result of abnormal hormone production