Tag: permission


How could I not know i was transgendered all this ...

I've started having doubts about my gender identity-but I'm not sure if I'm transgendered coz I didn't grow up thinking I was "in the wrong body". These feelings have slowly gotten stronger, I don't think they just came out of nowhere. Sometimes I feel "genderless" and other times I feel I would rather be male. I hate my female parts-I think they're disgusting. I hate my breasts. I'm not sure if I would want a penis-but i often fantasize about having one and having sex with a woman. I like to wear clothes that make me look more masculine, and sometimes when I'm alone I stuff my underwear and pretend I'm a guy. But I still look and act feminine(at least that's what other people say). I hate being a girl and feel I would be happier and more confident as a guy. I am so confused, what's wrong with me? How can I be transgendered, wouldn't that be something I would have always known? Is this just some weird fantasy/fetish I have? What's going on with me?