Hello. My name is Ryan. Im 14. My mother has been breastfeeding since my birth and we see it as a time to grow closer. I do not mind and we do not do it in public or when company is over. My question however is that recently I have been unable to keep from getting an erection while I am suckling. I feel awkward that these feelings are directed at my mother. I have also been trying to make excuses to see her naked, which is not hard as we do not lock doors or close them in my house. I frequently masturbate to thoughts of my mother and seeing her naked, watching her pee, and having sex with me. There is noone else in my family as my father has left us. Just wondering if you have any thoughts on my feelings and wether or not it is ok to be suckling at my age.