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I feel alienated. How can I meet others in the ...

I chatted with an online gay friend for a few months and got quite emotionally attached to her till she said she was “tired” of me and wanted to leave. It took me some time to get over it. I have reached out to online LGBT communities within my country but haven't thought about meeting anyone. I don't really have any friends at college. I had to come out to a girl I had a huge crush on and she took it well but avoids talking about it. We do chat and that makes me feel better but, of late, her boyfriend has been sticking around her all the time and she doesn't even notice me. And this guy keeps despising me. I keep feeling like a loser. I can't even stop talking to her. My parents are too conservative. They ask if something has been bothering me and I have no answer. They dont even think that I can have problems in life unrelated to my studies. Homosexuality is illegal here and I feel as if I've got no future. I feel depressed and alienated from everyone. How do I get on with life?


Is it okay if my mother still breastfeeds me at ...

Hello. My name is Ryan. Im 14. My mother has been breastfeeding since my birth and we see it as a time to grow closer. I do not mind and we do not do it in public or when company is over. My question however is that recently I have been unable to keep from getting an erection while I am suckling. I feel awkward that these feelings are directed at my mother. I have also been trying to make excuses to see her naked, which is not hard as we do not lock doors or close them in my house. I frequently masturbate to thoughts of my mother and seeing her naked, watching her pee, and having sex with me. There is noone else in my family as my father has left us. Just wondering if you have any thoughts on my feelings and wether or not it is ok to be suckling at my age. Ryan