Okay so i like my best friend, but shes straight and I'm gay. I've liked her for a year and a half and the first time I told her it ruined our whole friendship for a month.. and ever since it hasn't been the same. I don't know how to get over my feelings for her, and I really don't think its just another stage. The last time I liked her I used to have dreams about her and then I told her and she took pictures of herself for me.. I really like her but I don't want to ruin our friendship. So what should I do?