When I was a child, I was a tomboy. I had short hair and wore boys clothes and got teased a lot, usually called a "he-she". I simply liked short hair and loose clothes but as I got older I found myself curious about girls. I've always liked guys and have only dated and had sex with guys, but I look at and admire girls a lot. I used to look at girls only online because they turned me on and I thought that males, aside from their torsos, looked weird and even ugly. I dress, act, and look more feminine now, but also find that I'm fantasizing about girls and looking at girls more and even wishing I could try being with one. I do like and am used to guys though, and I get shy around girls even if they aren't bi or lesbian. I'm not sure if I truly am bi, because I'm not sure I would truly like to be with a girl in real life, and trying it scares me even though I also want to. Am I straight and this is just a phase, or should I try it? What should I do?