My brother recently found out he is transgender and came out to my family a while ago. Ever since he did, his situation sounds similar to mine, though I have never cross-dressed like he has. I really wish i was a girl, and I masturbate at the thought of myself becoming a girl. Sometimes as a girl with another man. I don't know how to be a guy, and almost have to "study" my friends to see how I'm supposed to act. I feel like I'm stealing everyone else's personalities and building my own. I try to make bets with friends of mine where if I lose I have to dress like a girl, and I loved it when some girls I know painted my nails. Even when I was little I wanted long hair but couldn't. I have been accepted by everyone, dating very cute girls, but was only turned on when I imagined myself as them. At night I can only ask myself one question - who am I? Am I transgendered or just have a different situation than some people?