Tag: denial


I want an idyllic life but not being with this ...

I am a girl and I consider myself a heterosexual and have had several long term relationships with men and enjoyed them - i suddenly find myself in a relationship with a woman and am utterly confused - i find men attractive, don't look at other girls ever (find it gross) but feel really comfortable and happy with this girl. Am i bisexual or have i found my soulmate who just happens to be a bloody girl?? It is complicated by the fact that my choice of partner is tearing my family apart and here i am not even sure if i am really gay or going thru a phase? I really want the idyllic idea of wedding, husband, kids etc but the thought of leaving this girl tears me apart. I would like an answer from someone not emotionally involved.