I am a straight, 20 year old, male and I am madly in love with a lesbian. I met her my first year of college, and I was so certain, from the very moment she sat down in front of me in my math class, that she was the one for me. I was absolutely heart broken when I found out she was gay. Not that I had an issue with her orientation, rather because I knew there was very little chance she could ever have feelings for me. I knew it would be best to just let it drop then and there. Yet, despite all reason, nearly two years later I have found myself even more in love with her. She is now my best friend, we share everything except the feelings I have for her. She knows this, but it is tough for us to bring the topic up and discuss it in depth. I know for my, and our friendship's sake, it is best to move on. But my stubborn hear won't let me. I can't feel anything for anyone else, and I am at an absolute loss as to what I should do.