Am I androgynous or transsexual?
Ive realized that Im not stereotypically female, and dont want to be. My vague masculinity and physical appearance have lead people to assuming Im lesbian. I dont feel a physical attraction to men or women, and know that Im pansexual, but I dont know whether Im androgynous or not. I feel uncomfortable with my female body, but Im not completely sure I should be male. I remember wanting to be a boy and believing I shouldve been as a kid. During high school, I felt reluctant to have the mistake the school made as labeling me male fixed. Recently, Ive had the desire to bind my chest, and feel hesitant whenever Im asked to identify my sex. When I have to, I want to say Im male. I want to look masculine and have a flat chest, but not a penis. I dont desire any kind of surgery beyond having my ovaries removed. I felt relieved learning of androgyny, but now Im uncertain and scared. Am I really androgynous or actually transsexual?