I am a 50 yr old lesbian. I am a Christian church leader. I met a young woman at church who is also a lesbian. She is 26 years old. She is in a long-distance relationship with her partner of several years. She lives here and intends to stay here. Her partner keeps promising to move here too but is running a business in another country and makes excuses about coming here. Although I know she is in an long-distance relationship, we spend a lot of time together recently.
She is beautiful, brilliant, funny, everything I would want in a partner but she is taken. She knows I really like her and initially she said that the Bible says we should not take our friendship any further (and I agreed) but she is always texting me, calls me, came to my home to watch movies with me, went on a "date" with me to see a movie, runs errands for me, always blushes when I tease her, has agreed to go away with me to the mountains for a weekend as "friends". I know I should stop, I know better but I love being with her and she obviously likes me.