I started having gay feelings when I was 15 and it remained my main sexual orientation despite of having feelings for women from time to time. i have never had a coming out and only few erotic encounters with both women and men but i have never been in a relationship so far. i have two questions that worry me deeply: I have fantasies about having sex with my own father from time to time, nrief fantasies about him nacked that kind of arouse me - which worries me because i think i might have dangerous problems. second i discovered that young boys (8-12) attract me - i never had these feelings until 6 or 7 weeks ago and i don't know what exactly this attraction is and means - it worries me as well. i want to live and love without fear - should i be worried?