My name is Erin, I think I'm bisexual but I'm not sure. I mean I think guys are hot and all that, but I really like girls. I don't think I would ever be able to be sexually involved with a guy... I don't know I just really confused right now. I don't know what to think am I a Lesbian or what. I have come out as Bisexual to my mum and all my friends. But I'm afraid if I finally tell myself that I'm Lesbian something terrible will happen with my family. my dad makes these really bad comments about my uncle being Gay and I don't want him to start on me about that. I'm afraid he will hate me and not want me around. but what if I'm not any of these thing what if I'm just imagining it. But then again I can't be I just feel so attracted to women. I'm scared. I don't know what to do. I don't want to disappoint my family but I want to be happy too. I just don't know I mean I feel ok being out like I am, and my friends are really supportive about it. I mean most of them don't want to talk about it but they're ok with it. How will I know what I need? How will I ever talk to my dad about all this? I want to be with girls not guys but I still think they're hot and all that just; I wouldn't be with them I don't think... I just keep thinking thing like this and I get nowhere cause they just cycle around in my head. I need some advice. I think I comes down to I just want to be loved by someone whoever it may be. But it's so complicated and I don't want it to be.