Since childhood I have been attracted to the same sex. I was raised in a very conservative religious environment, and such things are not even mentioned in my family. I accepted that I was odd or different and in my 20's married.
I have now been married 20 years and can't seem to fight any longer my urges for another man. I don't want to lose my wife and everything and every friend I have, and I would if this attraction were in the open. What should I do?