I met my best friend two years ago... it is as if we are sisters separated at birth. She has been there for me this past summer and really helped me when my parents kicked me out of the house for not paying their bills. Her family took me in and really made me feel like I belonged.
I have been having these dreams about the two of us having a sexual encounter and it scares me because I am straight and I have never even thought about something like this before. Now when we are together I can't help but think of these dreams... could I be gay and not know it? We have always been very physical with each other... hugging and back rubs etc., nothing sexual. But now I feel like I am reading into these things too much?
I am afraid to tell her about this because I don't want to lose her... What should I do?