I am a girl who is in love with my gay best friend's boyfriend.
I know it sounds really bad but I can't stop thinking about him. When I'm
with him it's great, and I can see us together, but he is dating my
When we get drunk, we kiss a little bit and joke about how we would be
happy together, but he means more to me than he actually knows.
When my dad died early this year, he was there more than my own friends,
if I have a problem I will go to him first, and he will come to me
instead of going to his friends.
I am unsure of what to do about it, and how to act, even though I know
that nothing will ever happen between us.